insecure

Being lonely is a very dangerous thing to be but now it just seems like it's a choice and a lifestyle at the moment. It's hard to see the truth about the people you love. I wish I didn't know anything. I feel so insecure and it sucks. I wish my mind would just stop for five minutes so I could just catch my breath and relax a little.I guess I should try a lot harder to not feel the way I feel anymore. Anyways, I hope you guys have a very merry christmas. love you