I kind of have to forget everything I've said in the last post, about the whole being happy and next chapter bullshit. I've spent basically three days crying my eyes out. I didn't think it was possible. I can't control it and I can't stop. Life is unfair being positive is tremendously difficult and I don't want to be here. Nobody is here for me and nobody sticks up for me and everything is absolutely irrational. Send good vibes please.
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i'm so sorry babe, i know how you feel. i've been there few weeks ago, crying to the limits of what is possible after the break up with the boy. but there is time, and time is a bitch but that bitch helps. you will be better!
it's a cliche, but the rain can't stay forever :)
xx
I have a distant memory of being in high school and getting so absorbed in the partying, the drugs, the stupid boys. There was lots of fucking up and lots of crying involved in the whole thing. It does get better though! I certainly never thought it would, but it really, really does. Keep your chin up!
xx
thanks guys :(
oh sweety.. held ur head high..:) sorry i dont really know how to say that:D well dont worry (try) to be happy;)
Life is unfair, that is true...sometimes I feel like my default is negative. And there shouldn't be anything wrong with that. But you should also try and see that as shit as everything is, embrace it. It will be okay, even if it doesn't seem that way. This world is the way it is, things are shit, but that's what makes it real. Take care, there are more people that understand (in a different way) than you think. Life is fragile, but it is amazing because of everything we go through, good and bad. <3
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Claire M.
youre incredibly thoughtful and a talented writer, im sitting here reading your posts thinking about how someones blog i just happened to stumble could be written be a girl who has feelings so similarly to mine! im sending so much love and hope for you because i know thats what i would want for myself, keep your head up and really make an effort to stay optomisitic and lighthearted, i tell myself not to sweat the small stuff, youre loved and from what i can tell an incredible person, youre blog is awesome and ill read it from now on!
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