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Sometimes i miss the lack of fighting and problems we had because I know we were both fighting for something. Without that part of my life there is just a lot of confusion as to what is going to happen and what I want, because everything has drastically changed. I know we fought because we cared and both wanted things. I think we tried to tackle life together. Then I realized I need to do that on my own. We were so passionate about things. I just hope both of us can use that passion for other things. Things we need, not a relationship. I hope we find other things to care about. It's weird when your focal point is a person for such a long period of time everything else just isn't important so when you step out of it you see that there is this whole other life that you've been missing for so long. However, that part of my life is long gone and I chose it to be that way. I take it as a learning experience not a regret. I feel like that relationship broke me then made me but for you it made you then broke you. I don't think anyone got the short end of the stick. Things just aren't on hold anymore.