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I can't win certain situations, I wish I wasn't the way I was about certain things. I can't give away my feelings free willingly. I want my ambitions to come first. I feel like relationships hold each other back. I feel like the best version of myself when I'm single because I'm full of desire and ideas. I'm having a difficult time embracing some great things that have recently come into my life. But my instincts are telling me to diminish them. Now I have to worry about how someone else feels all over again. I care but now I'm holding back. I keep telling myself theres nothing to worry about but it's still a major risk. It's okay to be vulnerable sometimes. I'm human after all. I'll break your heart 20 times, its a vicious cycle. Temptation is my biggest weakness and adventure is my drug. I'm surrounded by both 24/7. I created it and its a reoccurring event that life throws at me. I do things without realizing half the time, everyone just falls for it. It's not even bullshit. I really feel alone when it comes to this but it makes me feel like I can anything. And I will do anything, because I'm fantastic at it. I don't even have to lift a finger. I want to move to whistler next november!

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